Wednesday, September 20, 2006
So tired...
... I am just so tired today.
I was reading a recent blog by my dear friend jai. She's had conflict brought into her life by others around her and she's FED UP. Damn if I can't relate. I'm tired of conflict. I'm tired of negative attitudes. Those types of personalities just bring you down and it has finally brought me to the brink of exploding.
My spouse has been away on a business trip.
My son's baseball coach from last summer was almost murdered on Monday night -- right in front of his 10 year old son. Unfortunately, the son had to witness the deaths of his grandfather, grandmother and maternal grandfather at the same time. This all happened at the local "community park" where my son now plays football. Last night he had a scrimmage scheduled but I didn't take him because I ASSUMED they'd not play where news cameras were rolling, blood was still on the ground where people had died and nerves were on edge. I called the football coordinator to ask if they'd moved the event somewhere else... no answer. Left a message. No response. I am sick to death of idiots that just go about their business and don't care about others. We never, ever get a phone call when things are changed or moved around. It's like we don't exist.
So I start son on homework, which usually takes us 3 hours to do. I tell him over 6 times to sit down and start on it. He wants to wait until his Father comes home from his trip to help him. I warn him, "He will be tired and irritated. Do it now." Son doesn't listen. Husband arrives, see's homework isn't done and immediately goes into temper overload. I go to bed at 11, listening to "You stupid sh*t, do this problem. Are you a fool?"
And guess what? I wake up to that crap again this morning at 6:15 because he woke the son up to do it all over again.
Even better, stupid husband puts his money underneath a piece of paper. When he can't find it this morning, he accuses the son of stealing his money.
Just another example of STUPID people that shouldn't have had children.
GROW UP!
I was reading a recent blog by my dear friend jai. She's had conflict brought into her life by others around her and she's FED UP. Damn if I can't relate. I'm tired of conflict. I'm tired of negative attitudes. Those types of personalities just bring you down and it has finally brought me to the brink of exploding.
My spouse has been away on a business trip.
My son's baseball coach from last summer was almost murdered on Monday night -- right in front of his 10 year old son. Unfortunately, the son had to witness the deaths of his grandfather, grandmother and maternal grandfather at the same time. This all happened at the local "community park" where my son now plays football. Last night he had a scrimmage scheduled but I didn't take him because I ASSUMED they'd not play where news cameras were rolling, blood was still on the ground where people had died and nerves were on edge. I called the football coordinator to ask if they'd moved the event somewhere else... no answer. Left a message. No response. I am sick to death of idiots that just go about their business and don't care about others. We never, ever get a phone call when things are changed or moved around. It's like we don't exist.
So I start son on homework, which usually takes us 3 hours to do. I tell him over 6 times to sit down and start on it. He wants to wait until his Father comes home from his trip to help him. I warn him, "He will be tired and irritated. Do it now." Son doesn't listen. Husband arrives, see's homework isn't done and immediately goes into temper overload. I go to bed at 11, listening to "You stupid sh*t, do this problem. Are you a fool?"
And guess what? I wake up to that crap again this morning at 6:15 because he woke the son up to do it all over again.
Even better, stupid husband puts his money underneath a piece of paper. When he can't find it this morning, he accuses the son of stealing his money.
Just another example of STUPID people that shouldn't have had children.
GROW UP!
# posted by Paula @ 3:50 AM 
